i lost my virginity to an engaged man

2022.01.26 20:33 girlwith-aflower i lost my virginity to an engaged man

__first off this is really hard for me to talk about. this all started nov 2020 and ended about march of last year. since then ive gone to counseling and am now extremely lucky to be in a happy healthy relationship, my first one ever. ive tried to put it behind me but i keep debating whether to tell my current bf in case its brought up by family or something, it may matter that they were kinda work buddies. were about to move in together so mostly itd just be for the sake of having no secrets between us.___ ill start the story by saying we worked together and had long conversations about common interests. we had started off as friends, it was easy to hang out with him and he and his fiance lived an hour apart and hardly saw eachother so she couldnt really keep tabs on him. he would often tell me that the relationship was frustrating and exhausting and she was never happy. one night were drinking too much at my house and he took my virginity. before that the messages were in a gray area of friendly and flirty. this wasnt his first time cheating either. it was wrong and deep down i knew that but i had been so insanely depressed before i had become friends with him and was desperate enough to catch feelings. i had just lost some weight and started taking care of myself, but inside my self esteem was terrible and he was the first person to make me feel wanted and interesting, cool and hot. he listened to me vent and gave thoughtful responses. i thought i couldnt get any better. i thought being second pick was all i deserved for a few months until he started leaving messages on delivered and breaking more and more promises. i realized he started treating me like a side piece and then knew i was worth more than this. i demanded he tell his fiancé and he did. then i started distancing myself from him , then he transferred to another store and after a little time i met my boyfriend. the rest is history. i am deeply ashamed of it. i was desperate, stupid, and naive. but i cant let it haunt me forever either.
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2022.01.26 20:33 waywardmachine Recently found a promising new ASMRtist, Fleur ASMR. Thought I'd share an instant favourite with like-minded people who might appreciate it!

Recently found a promising new ASMRtist, Fleur ASMR. Thought I'd share an instant favourite with like-minded people who might appreciate it! submitted by waywardmachine to ASMRcommunity [link] [comments]

2022.01.26 20:33 martialmean28 Did anyone notice a layout change for Vurhonga? My map looks so different in certain areas like the lake in the top middle where capes drink… so weird

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2022.01.26 20:33 nidofour Can a Yamaha a2a power an emotivia c2+ speaker?

I see the Yamaha provide 100w at 8ohms And the emotivia c2+ is recommend 100-125w max 300 but at 4ohms.
If I'm looking at this right the receiver shouldn't have any issue I'd have up to 200w so I wouldn't have any danger of damaging the speaker and should of have adequate power to drive it. I just want to make sure before I pull the trigger.
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2022.01.26 20:33 XarraUK WoT pendant with the white rings in the final form!

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2022.01.26 20:33 of_moth_and_men Necroduality VS. Reflections of Littjara

Hey guys when I first started playing someone strongly recommended [[Reflections of Littjara]] so I got it and then shortly after I found [[Necroduality]].
I am playing a Wilhelt Zombie deck with the primary win con being going infinite in one of many ways. Could you guys help me compare the two cards? I'm confused because I feel like they do the exact same thing but that Necroduality just uses the term "Token" which is useful, but not enough to pay $15 when I already own Reflections...
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2022.01.26 20:33 rmp567 All day sickness and guilt

I’m currently 6w+1 and have been having severe nausea since 5w. Obviously it hasn’t been too long but I didn’t experience the severity or such early sickness with my first. I’m a stay at home mom and I homeschool my 5 yr old. This last week my husband has had to step up (willingly) but he have a full time job and runs a company in the evenings. I’m just nervous about how much longer I’ll endure this nausea and if I should expect it to get worse. I see many women who say it progresses into the 2nd trimester but I’m curious if there are any mamas who didn’t have sickness for that long. I’ve already lots 7 pounds in the last 6 days!
I’ve dealt with nausea for years due to other issues so I’m pretty good at pushing/suffering through but this is kicking my ass.
Things I’ve tried: Preg drops plus w/ b6 Ginger Teas Homeopathic nausea remedies B6+unisom Eating often and small meals Hydrating
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2022.01.26 20:33 OC3LOT1142 Thoughts on the Phaze 4?

New Phaze is coming out soon and to me it looks quite promising. What are y'all thoughts?
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2022.01.26 20:33 IDoMindTheDudeMinds I’m adopting this as my official badge and am slowly working it into any camp that still has a budget

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2022.01.26 20:33 SuperTrollPrime Cobra Kai Temporada 5 - imágen filtrada

Cobra Kai Temporada 5 - imágen filtrada submitted by SuperTrollPrime to Mujico [link] [comments]

2022.01.26 20:33 palegreenhoodie Don’t even know if I can post this

I shared my opinion about Jamie Lynn Spears which was honestly pretty neutral and people are downvoting me. I wouldn’t care except I need a certain amount of comment karma to be able to make any posts and it’s really annoying. Can someone explain this to me? Like your telling me someone can just disagree with my opinion and Im not longer allowed to post anything anywhere. My comment karma went from 7 to 1 and all I said was I could see how her being 17 and pregnant would mean she doesn’t know a lot about the conservatorship. Im not a troll. Im not being hateful. If anything i’m attempting to empathize with someone’s situation and now I can’t even post in the Ru Paul’s Drag race subreddit. Like what is actually going on?
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2022.01.26 20:33 BoinKyGo Regice now! 3713 9284 2614

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2022.01.26 20:33 Bodhi_II Reminds me of the mods over at r/Guitar. Who else has been banned for no good reason?

Reminds me of the mods over at Guitar. Who else has been banned for no good reason? submitted by Bodhi_II to guitarcirclejerk [link] [comments]

2022.01.26 20:33 SpanishInquisitor27 [USA-CA] [H] Xbox Series X Bundle [W] Local cash, PayPal, RTX 3060 / 3070

Hi there,
I purchased this bundle for my so, but it seems that they got their hands on an Xbox at around the same time so I'm now looking to sell this. I'm just looking to get back what I paid or to get a new GPU for myself. I would prefer to sell/trade the whole bundle together for $820 as that is what I paid. I've included the invoice from the original sale with the image of the items (Xbox Series X + Xbox wired headset + Xbox Elite Series 2 Controller).
I am open to shipping, but I'll give priority to local for now (91387, Santa Clarita CA). I can drive to meet if needed.
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2022.01.26 20:33 PROOOHHH8DDDD I play wordle now thanks to these guys

Had no interest before they talked about it, but now I'm hooked
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2022.01.26 20:33 No-Personality9738 seriously now, how do i pick a main??

i have reduced the 54 legends to a number of 7, and i cant pick which one to main between them. give me tips or another way to pick one.
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2022.01.26 20:33 AhavaKhatool Arizona: Man who evaded arrest in the desert 🌵 after sexual conduct with minor sentenced to 25 years

Arizona: Man who evaded arrest in the desert 🌵 after sexual conduct with minor sentenced to 25 years submitted by AhavaKhatool to SsALT [link] [comments]

2022.01.26 20:33 tsubasa_shin THE BEST DUCK NOODLE FROM JAPAN

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2022.01.26 20:33 toolsac102 Problem flashing arctic fox

I just got a Pico 75W and am trying to flash arctic fox with the NToolbox, but when I launch it, it says waiting for device even though It's plug into my PC and the device is reading that it's charging, does anyone know of a fix?
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2022.01.26 20:33 ablk402 Now I know this machine is probably awkward to set up….. but I’m sorry I died at this clip💀

Now I know this machine is probably awkward to set up….. but I’m sorry I died at this clip💀 submitted by ablk402 to gymsnark [link] [comments]

2022.01.26 20:33 jookco Mort - Nécrologie - Cause Décès : La ville de Sainte-Brigitte-de-Laval annonce que son maire Alain Dufresne est décédé subitement hier soir. Les drapeaux de l’hôtel sera mis en berne. Il a été élu pour la première fois le 7 novembre dernier avec 52 % des suffrages. #rcqc Click link to read full ...

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2022.01.26 20:33 Ok_Theory_6573 TheAstralTrinityMC[SMP]{Semi-vanilla}《1.18.1》

we are a SMP that focuses on quality over quantity. We are on our 2 season soon gonna be on our third! We have a memeber count of 100 and still growing!
Season 1 featured a shopping district, several mega-bases and with a whole new map every season! Anyone is welcome experienced or inexperienced players! As long as you are active
What we have to offer:
⛧• Shopping District to sell and buy whatever whenever ⛧• farms/mob farms ⛧• Mega bases and other mega projects ⛧• Safe and friendly diverse community and LGBTQ+ ⛧• Small community easy to make friends with ⛧• Application process! ⛧• peaceful grinding with no trouble or drama ⛧• one player sleep and even anti griefing! ⛧• starter house to make starting easy
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2022.01.26 20:33 Orangelover18 I finished that one mansion I was making using only base game and get famous items but I don’t exactly know how to decorate so I’m just uploading it. It’s called The Ward Den 2.0

I finished that one mansion I was making using only base game and get famous items but I don’t exactly know how to decorate so I’m just uploading it. It’s called The Ward Den 2.0 submitted by Orangelover18 to Sims4 [link] [comments]

2022.01.26 20:33 Pleasant_Jim GDK

It's a shame these guys have so much money yet their kebabs are slightly above average at best. They are taking over everything and it's all thanks to the daft amount of cash they have rather than a genuinely good product. They are way overpriced too.
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2022.01.26 20:33 Scarn0 I think my boyfriend (25) isn't attracted to me (20 f)

Sorry for my bad English. I'm trying my best.
My boyfriend and me have been together for half a year now and already live together. I don't think he's very attracted to me.
My first relationship, when I was 14, was pretty abusive in many ways. The emotional manipulation I went through back then left me to be very insecure about myself. My second relationship of 4,5 years was problematic in other ways but my boyfriend would constantly compliment me. It even got a little annoying sometimes. It almost seemed like he was just obsessed with my face. He has drawn my face at least 10 times and by the time we broke up he had a folder with thousands of pictures of me.
My current relationship seems perfect in every way. I feel like I've started to actually enjoy sex for the first time (before I just did it because it's normal in relationships). I feel very attracted to him and give him many compliments. He does give me compliments (trice a week at max) sometimes but it doesn't feel legit. He almost never wants to have sex. We tried making appointments for sex but he'll just cancel them. I've asked him if anything is wrong a few times but he says everything is fine. When we do have sex it only takes a few minutes because he didn't finish in days. He never wants to try twice. I think that when we do have sex it's just because he was horny anyway, never because of me. I've tried a lot of things but can't seem to turn him on. I never catch him checking me out or anything like that. He tells me he never masturbates either. Im at the point where I'll just have sex with him even when I'm not interested, just so we'll have had sex again.
Right now he's lying in bed next to me sleeping even tho he just told me we'd have sex tonight. Another day another rejection.
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